Little do they know I paint my ‘perfect’ smile with my brightest lipstick to hide my darkest secrets.
(Source: beyond-crazy, via beyond-crazy)
I start treatment today! Hopefully this is the last time! Im nervous because I know as soon as I walk through those doors everyone of those girls will look at me and think “that girl is so fat why is she here there is no way she has an eating disorder” all the while I’ll be looking at them thinking “god if only I could be that perfectly skinny again!” Maybe I really do need treatment…
I’m actually really worried that nobody will ever fall in love with me.
(Source: hesnicely, via zipped-up)
Clarification
I may rant and rage about my parents and people that bother me but THIS IS MY TUMBLR! No one said that you had to read my posts no one is forcing you to reblog my stuff… Yes I understand freedom of speech and that by posting these rants everyone is allowed to voice their opinions but YOU have to understand respect! I may not have the perfect life or the perfect parents, yes I am very hard on myself and strive with every fiber of my being to be perfect but please I am asking you nicely PLEASE don’t run your mouth about my family to other people or even better yet please don’t come up to me in real life and ask me how I’m doing because my posts on Tumblr make you nervous! Sure maybe we went to school together or maybe you know me from some place else but honestly I have friends that check up on me people that I respect and people that aren’t fake! If I haven’t talked to you in over a year it’s because I don’t want to be friends with you! I hate that I can never say that to your face but honestly unless you know me or have something to do with my life please leave me alone!
I’m not posting this for attention I’m posting this because YOU need to realize I’m not asking YOU to judge ME or “keep an eye on ME” I have a therapist and friends and a life coach to do that for ME but thank for YOUR “concern”
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